

Can’t stop thinking
Wishing, wanting, needing
Longing to hold my breath
While you kill me
Feel you taking charge
A power strong enough to lead an army
A power strong enough to sufficate me
Bruised and beaten wanting to die
Everything inside telling me to let go
Like it’s not my choice to live
Do I want this?
Is this what all of them want?
I must be the chosen one
Must be the weakest one
Must be unwanted
Unsatisfying
Shut my eyes,
Wishing, telling lies
Break my heart into pieces
Kill me, whilst I’m blind
Wishing, wanting, needing
Longing to hold my breath
While you kill me
Feel you taking charge
A power strong enough to lead an army
A power strong enough to sufficate me
Bruised and beaten wanting to die
Everything inside telling me to let go
Like it’s not my choice to live
Do I want this?
Is this what all of them want?
I must be the chosen one
Must be the weakest one
Must be unwanted
Unsatisfying
Shut my eyes,
Wishing, telling lies
Break my heart into pieces
Kill me, whilst I’m blind