

a dagger twists so deep in my head
my blood is flowing as I drop on my bed
I hate this life and just want to die
you need not know why
I\'ve been this way since I was born
before I could talk a christian sworn
I never said yes I belive in god
I didn\'t even try to nod
now I am dead and not going to heaven
I\'ve benn wanting to die since I was seven
but I\'m not going down to hell
now that I\'m rotting I feel well
my blood is flowing as I drop on my bed
I hate this life and just want to die
you need not know why
I\'ve been this way since I was born
before I could talk a christian sworn
I never said yes I belive in god
I didn\'t even try to nod
now I am dead and not going to heaven
I\'ve benn wanting to die since I was seven
but I\'m not going down to hell
now that I\'m rotting I feel well