God Made Mistake
God made a big mistake
He sends me to this world for me to take
Every pain in every heart
Instead my own, has fallen apart
What do I get instead?
Only wishful thinking I was dead
My feelings are wrecked
My heart is whacked
I can’t even think on my own…
What has happened to these perfect friends?
Our friendship has faded and soon it ends
Why? I scream in the rain
On my both knees knocking my head in the ground trying to blow my brain
I see my blood in a pistol smoke
I stop breathing and about to choke
I hear people around celebrating my death
I knew everybody hated me….
I’ve made my friends become numb
They’re fading away; I wish I could do some
I hate who I am, I hate what I’m going to become
I’m just counting down to the minute I kill myself
I don’t care anymore on my behalf
This might be my last poem, I really don’t mind
Another idiot like me is easy too find
I’m just another freak who was left behind
How could I be this stupid, I was blind?
But now my eyes have opened so I can finally see
All the bullshit people are talking about me
Fuck everybody who hates me
Fuck everybody who thinks I can’t amount to shit
Tell me to kill myself, fuck; I might as well do it
When you read this, maybe I’m dead, maybe I’m not
Like who gives a fuck so, so what?
Like Manson said:
This was never my world
U took my angel away
I’ll kill myself to make everybody pay…..
He sends me to this world for me to take
Every pain in every heart
Instead my own, has fallen apart
What do I get instead?
Only wishful thinking I was dead
My feelings are wrecked
My heart is whacked
I can’t even think on my own…
What has happened to these perfect friends?
Our friendship has faded and soon it ends
Why? I scream in the rain
On my both knees knocking my head in the ground trying to blow my brain
I see my blood in a pistol smoke
I stop breathing and about to choke
I hear people around celebrating my death
I knew everybody hated me….
I’ve made my friends become numb
They’re fading away; I wish I could do some
I hate who I am, I hate what I’m going to become
I’m just counting down to the minute I kill myself
I don’t care anymore on my behalf
This might be my last poem, I really don’t mind
Another idiot like me is easy too find
I’m just another freak who was left behind
How could I be this stupid, I was blind?
But now my eyes have opened so I can finally see
All the bullshit people are talking about me
Fuck everybody who hates me
Fuck everybody who thinks I can’t amount to shit
Tell me to kill myself, fuck; I might as well do it
When you read this, maybe I’m dead, maybe I’m not
Like who gives a fuck so, so what?
Like Manson said:
This was never my world
U took my angel away
I’ll kill myself to make everybody pay…..