WHY I AM THIS WAY.


if you get to close, i´ll push you away.
because i have been stolen so many times.
you know i bleed inside,
so thank you for staying.
i don´t wanna waist any time,
i want it all now.
before you wake up and relize that im nothing.
im covered by skin,
so undress me, make me feel.
be real, let me know that you are there.
sometimes i know, but i can´t see.
all the times that i have played dead,
is just to get away, to be cold.
sometimes i feel nothing because it hurts to feel.
once we were, now we are, but how long?
my grave is ready for my lost darkness.
so let me be in peace, just stay.
i´ll get better, all for you and all for me...us.
we were meant to be...fait.
today is fucked up, tomorrow will be okey.
so, need while i bleed.
hold me, when its cold.
understand, what i don´t understand.
if you don´t, just pretend.
just see in me, see how good i can be.  
þórdís katla sævarsdóttir
1983 - ...


Ljóð eftir þórdísi

save tonight.
til hvers
hann
you are all within.
lost
kill me.
inn í mér.
reyni.
hún er sem eitur.
how he does things.
my baby
öll ég
Aðeins til þín
augun þín
falskar vonir
vil.
hausinn á mér
þessi fögru orð
gamlir vinir
vonandi aftur
stakk mig
hann sést ekki
hlynur þór
það sem þú snertir
hjartslátturinn þagnaði
kanski.
verður alltaf
ég er vatnið
afraid to love you
all gone?
Black Death
a fairytail
a great day
a long long time ago
Þínir vængir
ég hélt að ég vissi
hvað þú gerir mér.
I WANT YOU TO KNOW
that shit
my pain.
if i
safe me
SHAME
STOP
WHY I AM THIS WAY.
your heart
something.
bara eitt augnablik.